Have you ever disapointed yourself? Well of course you have, who hasn't?

But what if your actions or non-actions would change what you thought you had.

What if the future you thought was stabile just change. That's how I feel knowing.

You just made me realize I have let a whole year get to waste, this whole year we could have been together but no. I was to lazy, right? Why am I so damn frightened for the unknown? Why can't I just get me butt up and kiss you already, sleep with you.

Do everything with you while you're still here. In this case I blame myself and you should to. I hate myself for this and I am sure I could love you.

Have you ever disapointed yourself? Well of course you have, who hasn't?

But what if your actions or non-actions would change what you thought you had.

What if the future you thought was stabile just change. That's how I feel knowing.

You just made me realize I have let a whole year get to waste, this whole year we could have been together but no.

I was to lazy, right? Why am I so damn frightened of the unknown?

Why can't I just get my butt up and kiss you already, sleep with you. Do everything with you while you're still here.

In this case I blame myself and you should to. I hate myself for this and I am sure I could love you.